Pain

Its been awhile since ive felt this way. Its raw and deep. I wish it would go away but i guess i need to grow through the pain. It reminds me of my humanity and frailty.

"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted."

Its times like these i wish i could fast forward things, to a better time, a better place but I want to see the present with a sense of purpose and to be able to perceive its beauty.

Man I haven't posted like this since May. Haha